Sunday, December 13, 2009

Oficially Unemployed


yeee..... semalam (13DEC) Last paper... Teaching Literature in ESL.... hmm... gonna mish dis time...
life as a student a bit different from alam pekerjaan ni... bila dh keje kwn2 pun bertukar, kepala otak pon lain2... x sama ngn kwn2 kt kampus.. suma 1 kepala.. wat jahat sama2 suma laa sama2.. kenangan bersama2 dorg xkn dilupakan....
gonna mish u all babe..

Monday, November 9, 2009

Last night’s dream

with my eyes closed,
into the darkness of night,
I felt a hand trying to slowly wake me up;
through the dark,

I saw you smile and felt my heart beating like never before;
you look into my eyes,

tell me you love me,
and for a moment time stood still as I held you in my arms;
and when I finally kissed your lips

I felt like I could breathe again
I knew I had another chance to make things right in my life;
with the fears of yesterday chased away,

thoughts of you fill my senses and dreams of only you and me
start to fill my night;
as the world watches in envy,

the feeling of falling asleep in your arms and waking up in your embrace
makes me forget every little problem in life;
as the first rays of the day stream in,

I only wish when I open my eyes,
from last night’s dream,
you and me become a reality and not just a dream!

Love Sucks

whispering sweet nothings,
disagreeing, yet nodding in agreement
hands clasped whenever together,
a moment spent apart,
text messages galore;

i like your laughter
i like your smile,
when i am with you,
i have so much fun;

sending me on a whirlwind spin,
sleep is for the weak,
i tell myself wishing to be next to you
i am going crazy about you;

leaving me breathless with your touch,
you got me forgetting to breathe,
I can’t help but love you with all of me,
because it’s only you who makes me smile;

it’s not supposed to be this hard,
everything is said and done,
all the sweet nothings have been whispered
and all disagreements have been agreed,
with nothing left to savor,
it’s time to call it quits
it’s time to agree “love sucks”,
while we are still in love,
maybe it’s about time we let romance in!

Friends Today

Even when they meet us, they pass without a greeting;

These very friends; our food had been eating.

Those who were very close to us and our relations;

Now, have decided to change their stations.

Those for whom we bore the brunt of neglect,

Are today, pessimism personified and perfect.

For those who we gave up half our lives;

The result was just a bundle of knives.

How we regret the day we met,

Today, we just regret & regret.

However, we did learn one thing;

Friendship is not the song that everyone can sing.

Saturday, November 7, 2009

WIKI & PIKY



this is WIKI & PIKI

MY NEWLY pET


TODAY....
just bought my new pet.... i name it Wiki and the other one is Piky...
love both of it....
they seems like mcm xberapa selesa lg...
biasa laaa umah baru laa katakn...
but it was FUN!!!

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Love Is Blind

its true... love is blind.....
ramai yg buta kerana cinta... hahhahahah
i mean bukan Buta mata but Buta HATI...
hmm... kenapa ek??
er nk share pasal org2 disekeling er....
kenapa bila cinta bagai nk rak
balik2 putus tengah jalan then terus benci mcm apa lg...
WHY????
mula2 nk tackle punya laa ssh...
bila dh kenal lama dah... dh tahu perangai masing... kawan bertahun2 tup tup dengar cita dah break..
WHY????
sbb masing2 dh ilang kepercayaan satu sama lain....
knpa manusia boleh berubah sekelip mata?
dr CINTA bertukar BENCI
and ade plak dr BENCI bertukar CINTA...
WHY?????
er mmg xpaham ngan suma benda ni...
hmm....

Monday, November 2, 2009

Hari Yg penuh derita....

kenapa lelaki mudah berubah sekelip mata???
kenapa???
janji tinggal janji....
xsemua lelaki dpt menunaikn apa yg mereka janjikan....
konon akan setiasa mencintai...
konon akan percaya kpada kita...
semuanya konon belaka.....
malas percaya dekat lelaki skrang nih....
bila salah ckit mula laa nk melenting...
mula la nk maki2 mcm hampeh!!!
SBB NI LAA BNYAK POMPUAN2 KT LUAR TU SAKIT HATI...
tensen ngan pangai org lelaki ni...
mmg betul bkn semua lelaki sama....
ade yg baik
ade yg x...
hmm....
renung2 kn....

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

I LOVE Secret Garden Contest

Dear All Victoria's Secret Lovers,It's time for Victoria's Secret Heaven to give back to all our VS lovers out there :)So we are organizing " I LOVE SECRET GARDEN CONTEST " Giveaway for you.Everyone has their own Secret Garden favorite scent, and why they love that scent. Whether it's because you feel sexy using it, or you love how it makes you feel pretty using it or even your boyfriend loves your smell :), everyone has their own reason why they love their Secret Garden.All you have to do is tell us what is your Secret Garden favorite scent and why do you love it . You also have to tell us why do you deserved to win the GREAT PRIZE, which will be the 3 of your favorite Secret Garden items!! Tell us your stories in not more than 250 words.How To Join this Contest?1. Email us your name, address, phone number, your purchase item, and your Secret Garden story to victoriasecretlover@gmail.com2. Email must be send with a Subject : I Love Secret Garden Contest3. Contest start from 27th August - 9th September 20094. Prizes will be mail out on 15th September 2009 to a winner5. Stories must not exceed 250 words6. Only 1 entry allowed for each personPRIZES to be won will be from Victoria's Secret !!!3 items from your favorite Secret Garden Scent :)So HURRY !!! Share with us your thoughts and creativity now!!Here's a BONUS ENTRY !!!If you have a BLOG, (I'm sure most of you have rite?? ;) blog about this contest, send us your blog link and your name, address and phone number and the CHOSEN BLOGGER will get a mystery GIFT !!!This is open to all!!Send us an email with a Subject : I Love Secret Garden Contest - Blog LinkSo what are you waiting for?Join now ! It's so much fun and GREAT PRIZES to be won :)NOTE : All entries be it YOUR STORIES or BLOG are to be emailed to :victoriasecretlover@gmail.comContest Deadline : 9th September 2009Note : Please be advised that by entering this contest, you have given Victoria's Secret Heaven permission to use/publish all blog links/stories as we deemed fits.

Saturday, August 15, 2009

it is hard to be a teacher......

sum people thinks that to be a teacher is easy... yes... sumtimes... but everyday u have to teach them... da same thing.... burink....kdg2 ade yg suka melawan... wont listen to u... mcm2 kerenah budak2 skolah nih.... but what ever it is.... TEACHER.... 1 pekerjaan yg MULIA......

Monday, May 18, 2009

new moon...

cant wait to watch twilight saga: new moon... i'd love edward cullen!!!!

Monday, February 23, 2009

LOVE again

LOVE shouldn’t be bout jealousy or anything like dat…
it should be bout commitment n being able to trust that person…
if u cant have that from the get-go there’s a problem

When U r In LOVE

when u r 2gether with that speacial someone, u pretend 2 ignore that person, but when the special someone is not around, u might look around to find them… at that moment u r in LOVE… although there is someone else who always makes u laugh, ur eyes and attention might go only to that speacial someone…. THEN, U R IN LOVE… although that special someone was suppose to have called u long back.. to let u noe their safe arrival, ur phone is quiet.. you r desperately waiting for the call!!!! AT THAT MOMENT U R IN LOVE… If u r much more excited for one short email from that speacial someone than other long emails, U R IN LOVE… When u find urself as one who cannot erase all ur messages in ur answering machine bcoz of one message from that special someone.. U R IN LOVE…. when u get a couple of free moie tickets, u would not hesitate to think of speacial someone.. THEN, U R IN LOVE… u keep telling urself " that speacial someone is juz a friend", but u realize that u cannot avoid that person’s speacial attraction. AT THAT MOMENT, U R IN LOVE While u r reading this page, if someone appears in ur mind… THEN, U R IN LOVE WITH THAT PERSON

1st LOVE

Remember the first day when I saw your face remember the first day when you smiled at me you stepped to me and then u said to me I was the woman you dreamed about remember the first day when you called my house remember the first day when you took me out we had butterflies although we tried to hide and we both had a beautiful night
The way we held each others hand the way we talked the way we laughed it felt so good to find true love I knew right then and there you were the one
I know that he loves me cause he told me so I know that he loves me cause his feelings show when he stares at me you see he cares for me you see how he is so deep in love I know that he loves me cause its obvious I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts and he's missing me if he's not kissing me and when he looks at me his brown eyes tells his soul
Remember the first day, the first day we kissed remember the first day we had an argument we apologized and then we compromised and we haven't argued since remember the first day we stopped playing games remember the first day you fell in love with me it felt so good for you to say those words cause I felt the same way too
The way we held each others hand the way we talked the way we laughed it felt so good to fall in love and I knew right then and there you were the one
I know that he loves me cause he told me so I know that he loves me cause his feelings show when he stares at me you see he cares for me you see how he is so deep in love I know that he loves me cause its obvious I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts and he's missing me if he's not kissing me and when he looks at me his brown eyes tells his soul
i'm so happy so happy that you're in my life and baby now that you're a part of me you showed me showed me the true meaning of love and i know he loves me
I know that he loves me cause he told me so I know that he loves me cause his feelings show when he stares at me you see he cares for me you see how he is so deep in love I know that he loves me cause its obvious I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts and he's missing me if he's not kissing me and when he looks at me his brown eyes tells his soul
He looks at me and his brown eyes tell his soul

juz dont ask

i'm seeing all the signs but i refused to budge..
am i not budging? hell..i did .. a little.. juz a little.. hatiku sedikit terganjak.
why? i've seen all those signs before. and i'm fuckin tired of it.
have i ever thought of opening up? well..not in this time being. perhaps im juz fillin up my space.
but wut if..well..hmmph~! truth is.. i have lost it.. i cant trust.. i've stopped believing.. and i'm afraid nothing's gonna change that. doubts are all around me. they're living in my veins now.

"susah sangat ke awak nak percaya orang..?'

aku sedikit terpukul dgn kata-kata nya itu..
mungkin dia terasa..
but wut am i to do..its just me.erny.easy to trust and much much easier to doubt people.
frankly i hate diz. i hate doing diz. y do i hav to go through diz once again?
simply,because diz is LIFE!

"Flying all my life like a rose in the windTell me why I am always alone"
..biarkan saja aku menjadi kompasmu dan bawa daku bersama anginmu..

all in all..juz let it be, dear..

i n a d e q u a c y

all the time u spent for a person is never enough.
all the effort u made to make a person happy is never enough.
all the sacrifices u made for a person is never enough.
all the care and attention that u've been providing to a person is never enough.
all the tears u cried for a person is never enough.
all the love that u've given to a person is never enough.
so why waste all that to A PERSON?
It's best if u save all that for yourself cause no matter how much u give, it's NEVER GONNA BE ENOUGH.

IS TESL THE RIGHT COURSE FOR ME?

HII was a UNISEL TESLIAN (and still am and always will be).And on behalf of The TESLIAN, just like you, we've asked ourselves the same question when we were undergraduates.I would like to assure you that you have made the right choice in selecting TESL as your course of study. This is because an education and language based degree ensures entry to unlimited number of industries such as banking,business, publishing, computer, engineering,medicine, hospitality, business and many more.(Notice how I include business twice). Lets face it guys all industries need language experts,knowledge manager and instructors. Period.The first thing I like you to do is to forget about the most accepted notions that people have about B.Ed.TESL. (And sadly sometimes these notions come from your own parents and lecturers).Mostly these notions are very narrow, inflexible and not up to date, to say the least. But of course I am not saying that with a TESL degree you can become an engineer, a doctor or a marine biologist. No,that would take a miracle and not to mention ridiculous. What I am trying to say to you is this: you may be surprise to find that B.Ed. TESL can give a unique brand of contribution to various industries that otherwise might be mistakenly considered as unrelated or far more superior than TESL.
Let me put it this way:
Can an engineer make a contribution to the field of language/education?
Can a CPA make a contribution to the field of language/education?
Can a doctor make a contribution to the field of language/education?
ANSWERS
No, not without being some what of a linguist/educator themselves.
BUT
Can a linguist/educator make a contribution to the field of engineering?
Can a linguist/educator make a contribution to the field of accounting?
Can a linguist/educator make a contribution to the field of medicine?
ANSWERS
Yes, and without being an engineer, a CPA or a doctor OURSELVES.You see they need us to assist or instruct them in the areas of language and knowledge management so that they can convey, organize or interpret their idea or knowledge effectively.
Therefore my friends I bring you now to my 2 prescriptions in my attempt to widen these narrow views of B.Ed TESL.
1)Do not let the Language aspect overshadowed the educational or teaching aspect of the degree. Remember you are learning three things: English Language,Teaching Skills and Education Discipline...
Yes, English language is our primary concern but you can instruct on other matters as well. You can do this by having a post graduate degree in another field. But if you do not want to go that far,you can join a professional certification course or in most companies (especially the multinational ones), they will have in house training for their employees.Ever heard about Corporate Trainer and Coaching? And with language you will have an added advantage. Start by taking business subjects as your electives. It will do you a lot of good. Believe me.
2)Having a B.Ed. does not necessarily mean that you are destined to teach.Remember the 'T' in TESL is de-Tach-able but Language and Education are not.This does not limited to positions such as writer editor,journalist, disc jockey,announcer, or newscaster. These are only the tip of the iceberg. Too typical. "Knowledge Resources Executive" and "Customer Relation Executive are two examples of position that you can apply to right after your graduation. Or if you like you can go into the areas of Management of your selected industry. You can do this by joining the "Management Associate Program", "Graduate Training Program", "Blue Print Program" or "Management Trainee Program" that are offered by most companies. It is usually about 18 months where you are exposed to all aspects of a particular industry from the ground up. After that period,you will be placed into a suitable department. Don't worry, B.Ed TESL will still be relevant and after you gone through this program you will have a B.Ed. TESL and so much more. And don't be surprise that sometimes you might find a computer engineer or a CPA as your subordinate later on.
Take care,guys and remember...LIVE TESL, BREATHE TESL

Change Your Lifestyle

Because everyone’s environment is complex and his needs are different, changing behaviour is a highly individualized process. The method, timing and pace of change vary from one person to the next.As you contemplate making a change in your life, here are general principles that can be used as guide.
It is not a raceThe first rule of change is to not change too quickly. You are trying to develop a new lifestyle.This does not happen overnight. It takes time and dedication to unlearn unhealthy behaviours and develop new, healthy ones.Forget the scaleDo not use daily numbers on the scale as a measure of your success. You can control what you eat and what you do more than you can control the numbers.Concentrate on those actions as your goal. Keep your motivation sharp and focus on feeling healthier and more energized.Anticipate a lapseThere will be days when you eat more or move less than you intended. That is what called a lapse and inevitable that you will occasionally lapse.But it is important not to use a lapse as an excuse to give up. Have a plan for such occasions. You ate a slice of pizza that you had not planned on? You were too busy to exercise this morning?Think about what triggered the lapse and learn from it. Keep in mind that a healthy weight results from a long term commitment and not just from a single event.To achieve a healthy weight, you will need to identify you unhealthy behaviours and change them permanently. To beat the odds, you may need to strengthen your commitment to change before you start taking action.Write down all the good things that losing weight can do for you such as improving your health, giving you more energy and making you look and feel better.Then write down the negatives of trying to control your weight such as having to add exercise to an already busy schedule or getting your family to go along at least partially with dietary changes.Focus on the positives of weight loss and try to come up with solutions for the negative behaviour. Decide on a positive phrase that reflects you and what you are trying to accomplish. For example:I’m improving my eating and exercise habits.I’m creating a new me.I’m working toward good health.As you taking action toward weight control, realize that willpower alone won’t be enough.Discarding behaviour or adopting a new one can take anywhere from three to 30 tries.There is no magic formula that everyone can follow.Different techniques work for different people.You will need to discover what is effective and satisfactory for you because it is a long term effort.
Lose Fat. Gain Life.
Source: Mayoclinic : Healthy weight for everybody.
www.weightmanagement.org.my

Sunday, February 22, 2009

love....

i love him damn much......